I've been thinking about you for the past one week. You were my memory, my high school sweet heart. You were the person that I adored for 3 and half years. Even when were apart for one year, I never once stopped thinking about you.
You were almost perfect. You had almost all the qualities that every girls wanted. You were good in a lot of things. You excelled in sports, you did pretty good in study, you played music, you were an active church member. What else could I ask for that time? I was your first girlfriend ever and you treated me in a way that I was the one, the princess that you could ever have. We were perfect for each other.
I still remembered when we always sat at the back together every Biology class and did art work together in our Art class. We sometimes spent time out together as well with other friends, but you were always by my side and ignored the rest. That was the sweet high school time we had. After that, I went to Sydney and we lost contact until when we finally MSN webcall with Ning and we started to talk again after more than half a year. From then onwards, we looked for each other all the time, no night without MSNing together, talked til late night, very late actually. Then when I went back to Malaysia, I still remember how tight your first hug was.
The time in Malaysia was good. Despite that we could only meet each other every two weeks and it was only for 2days, we really spent quality time together. But in my mind, I was too afraid to lose you, whenever I went to bed, all I could think of was you would surely leave me one day for UK. We were afraid therefore we made full use of the time we had together to create memories, sweet memories.
Everything was good up to the time you had to go. I sent you to airport, it broke my heart. It was really hard to see you go. I cried inside me. I cried every night to sleep. Right a week after you left, my mom passed away. It was a double hit for me to lose two person at the same time. And the time when I needed you the most, you were not there for me. You didn't really look for me because you were busy with everything in Taiwan and UK. That's why I chose to call it off because everything was too much for me, even after months things happened.
In the 3 and half years we were together, we never really argued, everything was good. Never once you mistreated me at all. Never once you hurt me at all. You never expected me to be anything, you accepted me for who I was. You never asked for anything from me. I really miss your company. Now when I think about it again, you were the most perfect guy I've met and been together. I still remember our 4yrs promise to meet up, I really do hope that we can meet up still, even we are not together anymore, all I want is a big big hug because I really miss you a lot.
